My name is Aubrey and I am a huge advocate for pushing through to the end of a book.
I’m so ready to be done with the book I’m reading right now and I want to DNF it.
What to do what to do.
Have you ever felt pressure to finish a book even though you weren’t enjoying it? I feel like not finishing (DNF *did not finish*) a book isn’t anything against the author *in most cases*, but sometimes it’s okay to not finish a book if you’re just really not enjoying it. I’m REALLY not enjoying the book I’m reading right now but know that I’ll feel guilty if I don’t finish it.
I know this isn’t the right mindset, but I know I’m not alone in my way of thinking. An author put a lot of time and effort into writing a book in the first place and it almost seems like giving up on the author if you don’t finish their book! I really don’t want to read this book but know that I’ll be so relieved when I’m done and have reviewed it.
Plus, this is a review book sent to me by the author, so it feels like it’s my obligation to get a review to them… even if it will be a negative one. I don’t know. This was a super rambly kind of pointless post but that’s just how I’m feeling today.
I’m not with it. I can’t wait for classes to be done. 4 WEEKS LEFT! So close to being done and the start of summer YAY!!
How do you feel about DNFing books?
If you’ve been around awhile, I wrote a post about reading during school back in 2015 *oh little sophomore in high school me* but my views have changed from what they once were.
Being in college means constantly having things on your to-do list, having classes at random times of the day, late nights and LOTS of homework and reading. As an English Publishing major I’m starting to take classes that are completely reading based, and sometimes have to read an entire book in two days! Yes this is reading, but it isn’t considered ‘fun reading.’
It’s hard for me because I have been trying to only read one book at a time, but that’s actually impossible because I need to have a fun book on my currently reading list at all times. I need something to be able to escape to. Having to read so much for my major is hard because it means that I don’t have time to do my pleasure reading. Tragic.
Another thing that makes me horribly sad is that I don’t always feel in the mood to read my fun book after I’ve done all my homework and am laying in bed!! I ALWAYS wanted to read through high school, and I still do. I have a book blog and do more reading than the average person, but it’s so weird for me to NOT WANT TO READ. It’s also frustrating because I love watching YouTube and catching up with my subscription box, but I find that I want to do that instead of reading, but I always feel like I’m wasting time when I’m watching a video or show because I should be doing something else ughhhh.
It’s a hard life sometimes. But it’s okay, summer will be here soon enough and I will read every single day. I think I need to try and implement a 30 minute fun reading break every single day because my brain would love the break to have some fun :) and I wouldn’t feel as guilty about watching so much YouTube…. oops.
This was a rambly post, but I have been trying to post every other day because I have been neglecting blogging since coming to school! It also makes me sad. I think I just need to keep myself on track and make myself a habit tracker page in my bullet journal.
If anyone has any tips on how to read more, let me know!! I’m 8 books behind on my Goodreads goal and I’m not okay with that…
Thanks for reading!!!